Yawn

Dang-nabbit I'm so sick of being tired! (says the lady who's up the duff with baby #4). I'm so sick of getting to 8pm and thinking "well nothing better to do and I'm tired, might as well go to bed"..... I'm sick of BEING in bed, nothing fun happens in there anymore. Its just sleeping, insomnia, attempting to roll over and fighting for the blankets. PLUS our mattress is the suck-iest piece of crap in the known universe.

eergh. anyway
I just completed my tax return. OH JOY. Bloody ATO is only giving me a $900 refund this year :( it might cover the catch up on bills, but wont cover things we need like new kids clothes etc.

wow I'm a whinger tonight.
Good things ok -
1. My placenta moved and I can birth this baby naturally so no post-partem PAIN
2. The wedding of the season is on Saturday
3. I get to see my cousins I havent seen for like 7 years
4. I have my health, kids and DH are all ok, no major family shit going on

ok thats enough optimism for this late at night. I'm hungry now. Ok going to eat something unhealthy :)
ciao!